This morning at 4:30am I woke up and realised I fell asleep feeding Vincent. I laid my hand on his stomach like I always do when he sleeps with me. I noticed he wasn't breathing. I started patting him and jiggling him trying to wake him up. This is when I start crying. I picked him up as I was going to wake Jake but as I picked him up he opened his eyes and started crying. What a start to my first mothers day.
Jake is working today so I don't get a break. My day has been good though. Vincent has been quiet and behaving all day. Before Jake left for work he handed me an envelope that said Mommy. I opened it up and it was the sweetest mothers day card.
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